I haven’t exactly been keeping track but it’s been a few months since I last SI’d and I have to say it’s been amazing. I’ve pushed through the bad urges, and completely shut the relationship between my father and I down and I’m stronger because of it. I did what I had to, and now I feel like I have the strength to get through the tough times. I still get urges almost every day but I’ve found new ways to work through them. I don’t think I’ve ever been so proud of myself.

It’s just great to be back and to be able to say that I’m doing so well. I’ve kinda been MIA for a while.

Hugs to all those who need them and know I’m here for all of you if you need me.