Ok. She suggested i forget the abuse. When im depressed tells me she' s been abused and she is abele to be happy, tell her about some of my symptoms and she says, ive never heard of that before, oh did i mention in our first session her cell phone kept vibrating she had to keep checking it when it did? - and today she cancelled 3 hrs before appt. I called the counseling center to ask if i can request a different counselor- they said she has to refer me. So i called her and asked her if she could refer me to therapist more specialized in trauma and she said she wants to start emdr with me. No i dont want emdr with a T thats clueless. I was going to one of best in the city and he did emdr once, and decided we will do something else because i get pulled too far in memory to process. I will at least ask her to call him. Problem now is all i can afford is this low cost place with students.