Pandoren....I would like to say yes, but honestly I'm not even sure at thus point. Yes I was the intimacy & romance that I never had before. Yes I want the full connection that 2 people have when they have sex & their in love. Maybe I am too young & inexperience, but it was just I thought. When I told some girls today that I didn't enjoy sex they looked at me like I was crazy.

I have experience sexual trauma, but I don't know if that plays a part since I'm so numb to what happened years ago. I just wondered...that's all.