i just wish i didnt have so many d@mn nightmares though.
they make me shiver and scared to sleep.
It helps sleeping in my brothers room atleast im not alone then

But i cant keep doing that forever. And lastnight i actually woke him up cause i was saying things obv i dont remember but he said it was things like please no, stop.
I hate to be apart from him so much cause of this stupid illness. ruining my life.