Hello, I have suffered from anxiety for some time now, usually on and off due to stresses in my life.

My partner and I are going through quite a stresses time with our finances and are probably going to be made bankrupt. He has now went back to uni to study which leaves me as the sole provider of money to pay our large mortgage and all our bills. We constantly get debt letters through the door which I don't open, phone calls from debtors and people that come to our door.

My anxiety has been getting worse lately as I have my usually fast heartbeat, and sense of dread.

But I have also experienced some new things. I have been getting lots of intrusive thoughts which I have no idea why I think about them. Some of them are horrible and quite morbid. Sometimes I can hear a voice in my head screaming which I have never had before. I am getting quite worried about it all. I'm finding it hard to talk to my partner about this

Is it normal to have random thoughts?

Has anyone else experienced anything like this?

Thanks for reading