thank you sujin! I'm hoping I will be able to visit my mom maybe once a year or every other year. That is my hope. I do not know if that will be possible but I will fight to do so. Visiting her now is nothing more than knowing soon she will be gone and knowing there is one thing she loves to talk about will my sister and brother listen to her. Yes, it is hard but will they do it?
maybe I make no sence but need to just talk
my oldest sister comes here tomorrow so that she can also see mom as much as she can before she goes cuz she knows she will not see her as much as we have been able to.
She has been told many lies too and yet here we stand for our mother. she is my step sister who use to think that my father was her step father when he in reality was her grandfather. My mother holds the lies that my father made her keep. It is not right.
So sorry! This sucks!!! I want to be able to say screw you and yet can not. More I have seen her through this disease the more I've seen her as she truely was. She had no power over our father.
srry. bye