I Have been dealing with allot of stress for many months now I was laid off from my job and went through my entire savings quickly and have ended up selling allot of my things just to make bills on time.My anxiety got really bad and it was difficult to even think about sitting through a interview or anything.In the meantime I was struggling to make my relationship work and I was afraid to tell her about everything that was going on.I find that my anxiety is at it's worst when I lay down for bed I sit there and think about every detail about the relationship and finances and it ends up being a whole mess of negative thoughts and doubts about everything in my life.So I can really relate to you and how it feels it is very difficult to pretend everything is fine when it is not even close to being fine. I don't really experience voices just a real whirlwind of negative thoughts that I get stuck on.

so you are not alone I think you would be surprised at how many people deal with anxiety.