It's only through reading this description that i feel some recognition to why i am the way i am. I meet every symptom going, my life has always been chaotic/unstable. I always felt there was something wrong with me all my life have been depressed as a child/ adolescent, with all the other behaviours. picked my skin until it bled from childhood, my mum always told me off for this. My relationships have been always turbulent, yet i hate being on my own not in a relationship.
I hope to meet more people that understand my chaotic behaviours, ive had overdoses, drug/alcohol misuses, eating disorders and self harm with subsequent blood transfusions/stitches.

love t ya all