Thank you so much Songbird, Rainbow and Bear! I did almost chicken out. I got so flustered on not being able to find the office I was going to turn back home but I just kept driving and found it. I was surprised how much time he spent with me. I told Bill he wants him to come too my next appt and Bill says "whatever we need to do to make you feel better" I don't know what tomorrow will be like but right now I am living in the moment of happiness.