i could identify with a lot of your musings, venus. i've even considered trying to find a remote island to live on. but my hesitation is this, would i find i was living to the fullest or primarily existing? life can be difficult with all this invasive stuff for me too. but the alternative for me would make me hungry for human interaction even tho i'm uncomfortable sometimes.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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