Perhaps that is exactly what it is. I haven't been able to cry and show true emotions my entire life. I was always under the idea that people don't care to know what I really feel, and if I were to express emotion it would probably just inconvienince somebody in some way.

I really feel, honestly, that I am finally being true to myself. Something that I have never done before.

I am afraid to cry infront of other people...what happens if it does happen. Does that make me a weak person, or just somebody that is in touch with her true feelings? (not to sound hippy dippy or anything)