Here I go again... complaining about my life...

I am so tired of everything being triggering right now. DBT on Monday was awful. I nearly went in the bathroom and cut while I was on break.

I managed not to, and talked to one of the group leaders afterward, and gave her what I had in my purse that I usually cut with.

Unfortunately, due to my husband's job, we have a lot more of them laying around the house. I really want to use one right now. I can't handle these feelings and thoughts