I HATE HIM! i hate my boyfriend! I just made a move on him. well i've done what has become the equivalent to a move in our relationship. He has rejected me so many times in the past 4 years and called me a sex addict for trying to initiate sex with him on days when we hadnt had sex in weeks. So, now I don't make a move, I open the door in case he is interested. I sat on his lap and rubbed my breasts in his face. To some guys that might be considered a move but to my boyfriend, it's just my way of forcefully getting attention from him, although Im really not aggressive and he doesnt think im aggressive. Anyway, after a few minutes of that, he told me to get off. To be fair, I Should mention that we are both in law school. And we have exams coming up in a few days.
He is an abusive F***!!!!!!!!!!!! (he just asked me what i was doing and he asked me if i was writing in my diary and i told him yes because i didnt want him to know i was typing here, and his reply was "I knew it" and i said "why?" and he said "because I know things like that, I knew you were going to write in your diary". HE KNOWS! HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING TO ME@!@@$# BUT HE DOESNT CARE!!! HE JUST WANTS TO PASS HIS LAW SCHOOL EXAMS!! WE HAVENT HAD SEX IN TWO WEEKS! HE STUDIES LIKE CRAZY. FIVE MINUTES OF UNFULFILLING SEX IS NOT GOING TO MAKE HIM FAIL! HE'S A SELFISH A$!%$!$#!@. HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT MY NEEDS. IM GOING CRAZY. I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!