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Originally Posted by newtus
No, i meant, im aware of my anger. I do not think i have DID.
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I was just wondering why you mentioned it.
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persona:
the aspect of someone's character that is presented to or perceived by others
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I know what persona means, I just don't get it in this context. You don't like the angry persona. To me a persona is something you choose, but apparently you're not choosing the anger. Or are you?
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that was a sucky awakening for me. now i realize what many people have been telling me most of my life.
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I think a lot of people think they look bad when they see themselves on video. And if you videotaped yourself to confirm the things others were saying, mightn't you have been self-conscious and that would have effected how you moved?
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that was what made think perhaps i have aspergers, ... though, anyway i was 15 when i was diagnosed with schizoaffective.
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Do you think it will be helpful if you find the right "label"? What does it mean to be weird anyway?
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hm, and my anger is 99% towards people, 100% towards living things.
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I didn't mean who are you angry at. I meant what are you angry about. Isn't that an important question to answer if you want to understand your anger? Sometimes angry people are angry for very, very good reasons. Sometimes angry people walk around with a head full of anger which they vent on all the wrong objects and for all the wrong reasons - which can make them look "crazy" and irrational. And sometimes angry people are really scared or depressed or whatever, but anger feels stronger and more energetic, so they transform other negative emotions to anger.
What is underlying your anger?