I mentioned DID because I had said persona's

I do not try to be angry. Maybe, yea, maybe its coming out because of years of holding it in, though i doubt it. It's more aggressive, impulsive anger. I've never been an aggressive person until a year and half ago. I've been somewhat impulsive in times in my life, but never with anger.

oh and haha, i forgot the camera was on after 5 min. i used up 30 min. so in no way it affected me in that way. i was doing something, turned it on, and went back to doing that something.

and yes, people. society and various individuals. i hate society. i think we can all say theres a lot to hate. i refuse to be one of most that lets things slide and just call it "life". so we are consciously living in depressed & suppressed nations to varying degrees? most people like to say "**** happens" and go on. i agree **** happens, but im not one to go on. a lot of times i tell people that i hate the state i live in or the nation because the mindset of the supposedly sane people. they say "well why dont you leave?" i ask "why me? why cant everyone else?" i realize that that's not going to happen so i think, im not going to leave im going to change this society.

thats exactly F'ing why i get loads of people trying to come after me. probably trying to murder me dead on the streets or make me homeless, or in this case call me a crazy nutjob cause i have half the set of balls (metaphorically) to stand up and try to save this nation. in the process becoming a world known, because i did. they want to try to stop me, but nothing im doing is illegal. whats illegal is that they are trying to get rid of ME, murder me, do away with me. im like the whistleblower for the people. i know of the evil secrets so im gonna call THEM out. THEM = these power hungry rulers/kings/pres.

they called moses a nutjob. they kill whistleblowers against power hungry corps/people. its just about me knowing, they know i know. but you see, you cant shoot the messenger. you really SHOULDN'T but this isnt the rules of society, it's the rules for the elite and power hungry. follow their rules and of course you'll have freedom. enough brainwashing on the majority and it will be considered freedom.