I'm being tested by a psychologist to find out all about which issues I have. Not cool! I sat in front of a computer screen... had to push a button every time a square appeared at the top in an other bigger square... and not to push when it appeared in the bottom of the big square. Sounds simple... but to sit and stare at that blinking thing for 20 minutes without loosing concentration was not exactly fun to do.
Eyes almost got "blind" in the end... lol
Well... the test went well! So that's good!
Then I had to answer questions about this and that... history questions and other stuff.
Then I had to look in a folder with pictures. In every picture something was missing. That went well too... but boy to sit there and look for the missing piece with someone watching..... urgh.
Then I had to repeat digits after her. Several in a row. Then I had to do the same thing backwards.

I just hate when I don't do exactly everything right!!!!!! I put such pressure on myself!

So there I sat cracking jokes... laughing to hide my true self. Inside I felt so insecure!

Well, next week it's time again.

I know I have to do this to find out exactly what is wrong with me besides OCD and depression, but I don't like it. I get scared! What if she find out that I have some major problems???? Can't stop thinking forward... worrying about the final result.

Just needed to vent this....