(((((((((((( Petunia ))))))))))))

Please don't give yourself a hard time about this. Be gentle with yourself.

PTSD!

I was in a job a few years ago where it was a requirement to wear a hat. I walked into the room and everyone started shouting and yelling at me.

At that point I shut down. When I came too, I said to these people, "What?"

They said that they had been trying to tell me to put a hat on! I said, "Oh!" And went and did it.

The point is that - the shouting and yelling caused me to shut- down. PTSD

NO! You did'nt do it on purpose.

Thinking of you.