I will be saying some prayers for you. I understand it will be difficult, but he is sick now and whatever he did in his past was due to his own personal struggles and MI. Your best way to get by is to say prayers and allow your faith to fill your body and focus on self love, strength, and will to be inspite of your past. These are times when you have to truely give yourself love and self soothing and kind thoughts to YOU as that is what you truely deserve.

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