(((((((((((skittles)))))))))))
I'm sorry things are going so rough for you right now. Sometimes things just happen beyond our control and we just have to let it go. Other things we have the inner power to change. Try too focus on one situation at a time as to not become so overwhelmed then do what you need too and let it go. I think this portion of the Serenity Prayers says it all..............
God grant me
the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference;
Please hang in there hon!
HUGS
Cher