It doesn't matter what day it is, where I am, or if I'm surrounded by people, I still can't escape the feeling of loneliness. Having agoraphobia makes it hard to live a normal life and having maladaptive daydreaming disorder makes it easy to escape this reality. Everytime I post it's always the same story. I feel like im stuck in quicksand and i need help getting out.....I need to help myself. I have to be the one to change, but I don't know how.