I'm so sorry that you aren't getting better support, Ruben. I can understand why you don't want to talk to your mom about what happened. That would be too hard, & no one should be trying to make you do that, I don't think.

You should be able to talk with an objective therapist though, someone much easier to talk with. I am so sorry they're not making this easier for you. I really though the United States had response to this worked out better.

Try to enjoy your time with your twin. You need to find something fun to do or at least talk about. Get you minds off these nightmare events. How are you handling school?