I'd like to tell everyone thanks for your support and encouragement to this post. At first I was very upset with Beast comming out and asking for help, due to past circumstances I tend to keep things inside and let them go their own way in time. Once again, It has been proven to me that at least there's a few people in the world that care and I thank you for helping me to see what my companions couldn't help me to see. I know it's a hard road to travel, but with others to help light the way it makes the trip easier to bear. Take care everyone and I hope you had a happy Thanksgiving. Fadedspirit