I would like to apologize for anyone that I may have hurt or upset in the chat room last night. I came in last night for some company and a little distraction, I didnt mean to draw so much attention to myself, that's not what I wanted. I dont know how things got so twisted around that a whole room full of people were worried about me. Even more than that, I dont know how things were so twisted that I led some to believe that I would fake disorders. I know there are people so sick to actually fake to get attention, but every thing I said, every emotion that I let out was true.
I also wanted to say that I will be trying to spend as much time outside of the chat room as possible. My behavior last night was not helped by sleep deprivation. If I go into the chat room in the evening, I may not leave until morning. So I'll stay away.
Sorry for all the trouble..
Lily
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