Perhaps it makes you feel like your in control of yourself and the 'destiny' of others? That's how I look at things. If i can't handle my own problems, I prefer to help others. It helps to fast track my thoughts onto something else. It would be nice to have so much 'power' and to walk the line between both worlds. But we have already been walking the line of: victim or freedom. ?!

Take care always
*hugs*