Im just going on what you have posted. Everything in the relationship was spectacular. BF wasnt able to change his T-day plans at the last minute to accomodate you. Stings a bit, but you agree you didnt want to hold them up. He was unable to talk because he was eating dinner.

Your questions and insecurities about the relationship came up during a 9 hour alcohol fueled haze at a time you were feeling rejected by family, lost, alone and vulnerable. How could you accurately assess your relationship during that time?

You talk so highly of this relationship, but he has let you down. You are setting a precedent for how you are going to handle problems in the future. Take a break or communicate?