that is the nature of cutting. i havent cut for a couple years, but still, i think about it. i would say at least a couple times a week. and its not because i am having a bad day. it will come out of no where, just all of a sudden. the thing is, just as quickly as it comes to mind, i can let the thought go. just because i think it, doesnt mean i have to do it.

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