((((safe hugs)))) That sounds like a whopper of a trauma!

You might also ask the newspaper for info... back files. Sounds like something they would have covered. I caution you not to read it all by yourself though, as others provide information (police, hospital)... it might take a lot of patience, but if you can collect any info into a folder or such, and then begin to go through it at therapy, that would be so much safer for you... that would be GOOD therapy, imo.