Yes, I know this is something I should be asking my T but I am not seeing her for three weeks and I want to make sure I am not completely off base with my concern before I consider bringing it up in session.

- Low self esteem (all the time)
- Convinced people don't like me and are just pretending or they are just trying to "put up with me".
- Suicidal thoughts
- Thoughts of self harmed (acted on it a few times but have managed to stop)
- Idealise certain people (close friends, my therapist and when I was school a few teachers).
- When something goes wrong in a friendship I just abandon the relationship and take forever to get over it. I have had a lot of failed friendships.
- Feelings of emptiness or that life just isn't "enough".

I have been diagnosed with depression so that could also be causing some of the things listed above. I can't tell what is my personality and what is depression (or whatever it is I have). Does the above sound like BPD?