I keep wanting to write something on here but I don't know what to say. I'm just too lonely.

I can't make friends. Even online it just seems so difficult nowadays. Most of the time I have no one to talk to. Everyone ignores me on all the social networking sites and I don't want to keep bothering everyone.

My best friends met up yesterday.. well I think they did and they didn't even ask me if I wanted to come. I just don't feel like they're even my best friends anymore. Well actually I've always felt like that a bit. I'm so sure they like spending time with each other more than me. I can't even talk to them about my problems or anything and isn't that what you're supposed to be able to do with best friends?

I'm so fed up with being indoors all the time but I've got nowhere to go and nothing to do. I can't stand this I feel like I have no one anymore. No one cares anymore. I just wanted someone to talk to.