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Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep
Hey, Daisy. I didn't keep any of my friends from high school or college. Always just moved on, thinking no one would want to keep up with me, which is probably true. Or was. I left grad school an alcoholic, finally had to give that up.
Well, I could have just died, but I guess I wasn't ready. Can't imagine why not. Lousy, empty life.
Finally got dx'd bipolar, got some drugs that really helped, got some really good therapy. I'm 65 now. Still struggle but I'm still alive. Lots of life I actually enjoy.
I'm telling you this because I don't want you to give up. I don't think you're so far from finding your own path to healing. How about your brother or your mom ... sure they wouldn't hear you? We've got to find you a place to start.   |
I'm feeling a bit better than I was this morning now. I don't know, I'm also dealing with having two full periods a month, going on 5 months now, going to see my GYOB early December after already coming back negative for a whole lot of other stuff when I went to see my doctor a couple of weeks ago. That could have something to do with it. Like I said I don't always feel like that. The feeling comes and goes. I am working on finding a new job and starting a new career, it's just really slow right now, and sometimes I let my loneliness get the best of me. Thanks for the support!
