Isolation is prison..im so lonely....i feel like i will die a slow and lonely death. Im so stuck i dont know how to break free. Isolation i hate the word, the thought the idea but then i stay in my house anyhow, protected from the world. So alone and so terribly broken. I want to go live outside of my house and be social but each time i try all i can think about is getting back home. My life feels fragile. Each time i try to get out and socialize i feel lower than low, and people are not kind, and i feel like i am lost in a wave of people who have no good intent