I hear you, jazper. Sound like it's been an especially bad time. Are you by any chance making plans to try to get out of there? You see, the reason you struggle is to get out of there!


I've lived in a place where Ive been so shut out professionally that there simply was no future. I had a difficult time levering myself out & staying sane while I did. I tried drinking myself to death for a while.

Please come post often and keep us up on how you're feeling & dealing with this.