Zowee,

I am afraid that hugz aren't the answer to your problem......think about the relationship you are in at this point.....it doesn't get better with marriage. You are giving him second & third chances now when a relationship should be at it's best (before marriage). Do you really want to be giving him forth & fith & sixth chances the rest of your life.

If you haven't noticed......he isn't respecting you at all.....you are putting everything into the relationship.....what is he putting into it other than psychological & verbal abuse to you. Why do you want to continue feeling this way the rest of your life....you think you are feeling sick now.....if you continue letting him abuse you, you will probably end up feeling sicker & sicker the longer you put up with being treated this way.....it doesn't get better.

Hugz aren't going to make him treat you any better....& from what you posted, he has been continually treating you this way already. In my opinion, the only thing that can help you at this point is for you to dump him....no need to give him any more chances.

Unfortunately, you are the one that has to determine what kind of relationship you are willing to live with for the rest of your life.....& realize that with marriage things can only get worse if they are bad at this point.

Think about what you really want your life to be like before getting married to a person (if you can call him that) like him,
Debbie