I'm fifty and in the midst of dealing with my CSA now. I have been in other therapies over the years, but this is the first time I am allowing myself to deal with the past. It is so hard to take the steps necessary for healing! As my T said, I was not ready, so I can't beat myself up for not dealing with this and being honest before.

Btw, I just got carded yesterday! Maybe it was Target's policy, but I prefer to think that the cashier was just not sure...

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