(((((((((((((((((((Tomi)))))))))))))))))))))

I can understand that you're confused about your reactions today... Sometimes our body and mind just don't tell us what's wrong... it just acts in a strange way...
If this is a day to cry... maybe you needed it... Think about all you've been through lately. Have you let yourself really feel after all that? Maybe that's what coming now... after all the strain you've been under.
You almost seem like a superwoman.... but you know you're only human.... Please, take care of yourself knowing this will pass, my friend!
You are loved!