I feel like I'm going to explode! I don't know what's wrong other than a huge buildup on the inside of feelings, thoughts, & just emotions. I don't know what to do, who to talk to, how to talk about it...I'm just confused. What do you do when you feel like people look at you like a complainer or an attention seeker? What do you do when all people can say is let it go? What do you do when you feel people think of you as just making excuses? What do you do when it seems the people you thought you could trust...doesn't seem trustworthy any longer? Writing here isn't enough for me...I don't like to write. I'm tired of hearing you should really have a therapist. Well if it was just that easy like it used to be, then I would. So now what? Nothing I guess. Actually I do know what...I know exactly what I'm going to do. It may be a temporary relief, but it gets me through at times like this. So, here I go...and the cycle continues. *sigh*