I don't know what to say, Ruben. I don't know where you are, so I really don't have a clue what sort of situation you're in. I could tell that you weren't getting any sort of support that gave you a secure feeling, and I can't tell you how sorry I am about that.

You have to listen to your own sense of safety. If you don't feel safe, there may be some reason for that. Certainly you ought not to be taking any chances that clearly put you in danger.

On the other hand, you did take a chance and talk about it once. That's why you're not being beaten or sexually abused now, and why your siblings are safe. If you don't talk about it any more, do you know whether the officials will be able to prosecute your father? Or will they have to release him? What are your mom's plans now?

All of us here want what is best for you. What do you think that is, Ruben?

Roadrunner, who is still very proud of you!