Thank you ALL!!! Bill was out of town and came back into town last night. When he got home he slowly was finding some of the SI marks that I did prior to the appt. He told me he does not like it but he is here for me. I am slowly trying to explain the BPD too him so I don't scare him away. But he has been wonderful. I started my Triliptal again and told him beforehand how it makes me very sleepy and anxious when I begin taking it. He held me too sleep. So yes I am both fortunate and grateful. This is the first time in my life someone has been so active in my mental health issues. I am floored because I never had that kind of support. In the past it has left me homeless because people I have lived with have not been able to handle it.
So with Bil I have been apprehensive because I love him so much. But as I open up slowly to him he is accepting me......all of me.
HUGS too (((((((((((ALL))))))))))))))))
Cher