i dont think im unsafe thats why its dumb that i cant feel safe most of the time
I'm from the netherlands.
I know talking bout it worked out but i didnt have to say much. And its way diff to talk about the beatings then about the other stuff. And my siblings arent in danger no more and me neither so i dont really have to tell either. It would just upset everyone more. and more questions. they have enough proof of the physical abuse or atleast they said so. and the nurse who pulled him off me when he tried to strangle me.
so i think he goes away for a long time.
My mom is divorcing him. and then we'll probably have to sell the house but that is tough in this market. So idk where we'd end up or how long it will take.
She tries to talk me into talking with someone or with her sometimes.
But i would rather just forget about everything.
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