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Originally Posted by lynn P.
Since this all started from a comment that was made to you and you were fine before - I think this is obsessive thinking. Its not like you're fighting natural feelings of being gay. You're all worried you might be gay and aren't experiencing any pleasurable attraction. If you have a Pdoc you need to tell him/her you're having a hard time. Try to stop over thinking and just continue with your life. Its also easier to stick with your original threads since they're the same topic.
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The reason I ask so much is because each day I have a new thought or new worry and for some reason I have to seek the opinions of others since I can't say it for myself. I let that one girl judge who I was and this is unfortunately not much different from that. I've recently been feeling like I really am having an affection for girls within these last few days- like I'm fine with it all. If I'm not constantly thinking the thoughts a had before I began worrying, then I know longer feel honestly heterosexual and I just don't want that because maybe I feel that I still could be heterosexual and I don't want to give that chance up.
I just got a family doctor finally this year, but she really is useless in that department because we only saw her twice before she unexpectedly left for maternal leave. She probably won't be coming back afterwards, either.