The value of words uttered or written by anyone should never be weighed, measured, and found to be lacking. Anyone who attempts to has something to say themselves. At least you have the courage to say what you need to say. You are truly more valuable than you think. The opinion of others is as cheap as advice that has not been asked for. We al have words unspoken so you just keep on saying what you need. Maybe someone out there will see that you are saying the things they don't have the courage to say themselves. I am so sorry for your troubles as I am for the troubles of everyone who comes here to be heard. I want everybody to be heathy and happy. Bless your courage.