Crew, I don't know you at all, but I'm sorry you feel so alone. If you don't long for a sexual relationship, that doesn't mean no relationships. I've known people who've found intense friendships as strong as any society-approved "marriage" & often longer lasting. Sex wasn't the keystone. I don't know how long you've lived with this discovery or how sure you are, but it needn't isolate you if it is so. You wouldn't be the only asexual person in the world. I know 3 for sure & don't actually get around to such things in table talk 99.9% of the time--probably know considerably more.

Roadrunner