This is so helpful. :3 My gyn knows about my childhood abuse (although not who did it, I was too scared to tell her it was my dad ), and about my abusive ex, and knows I have PTSD, but I've never managed to tell her about even the fact I dissociate, never mind that I'm multiple. :/ We haven't switched during an exam so far, but I do dissociate and get very spacey and far away 'cause it's so scary.