Thank you...it did help. Just by reading it I realized that a lot of people I've trusted has not validated me or my feelings. They are so quick to put a rush on being happy & enjoying life that they don't get that I haven't healed. Just because the problem has been covered up doesn't mean that it has disappeared. I just wish I can get the help that I need.

Part of me is scared to ask for help now. I really start to think that the things that people have said is true. Maybe I am making excuses because I know no other way to be, but depressed. I don't know what to do...