so sorry this occured split image but remember today is a new day. you have the desire to be sober. using positive coping skills wards off picking up again.(know u know this) use your relapse prevention info. more than one behavior set this in motion, iho. i hope this info may reinforce your resolve. it helped me once.
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Warning Signs of an Alcohol or Drug Relapse
Relapse is so common in the alcohol and drug recovery process that it is estimated more than 90 percent of those trying to remain abstinent have at least one relapse before they achieve lasting sobriety. But a relapse, sometimes called a "slip," doesn't begin when you pick up a drink or a drug. It is a slow process that begins long before you actually use.
The steps to a relapse are actually changes in attitudes, feelings and behaviors that gradually lead to the final step, picking up a drink or a drug. and more.....
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http://alcoholism.about.com/od/relap...apse_signs.htm
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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