I'm new to this whole internet group thing and I wanted to give it a try. Recently I have had a really rough year. I had to take a semester off of school and move home and transfer to another school because of an injury and bad grades. Personally I hate school and never really wanted to go but I felt like that was the thing you had to do. Now that I'm at the new school I completely hate my major, I am a dance major and I completely hate the program there but I feel like I am constiantly getting critized and I'm tired of it. Not to mention I'm also working part time just so I have enough gas money to actually get to school. I'm just so overwhelmed and frustrated with life right now. I'm a christian girl and I always look to god and I know he always has a plan for me but it's hard when you feel like your driving through life with your eyes closed. All I know is before I moved back home last semester I wasn't in a good state mentally and depression began to control who I was. The last thing I need is to go back to where I was at exactly a year ago and start from square one. I'm tired of feeling this way. I still love to dance but school is just too much for me and now I feel trapped and I'm not sure if I should just call it quits and put it on pause or just continue taking it one day at a time and hope for the best? I don't know maybe it's something more than school and deep down it's bothering me but I don't know what it is. Well I'm done rambling for now.