Ok I had to go to family doctor for my 3 month blood test. A month ago I mentioned cutting but he didn't see anything but I also only cut on the inside forearm and generally 1 inch.

So last week was pure HELL and I never cut:

A) on the top of my forearm.

B) I have several 4 and 5 inch cuts at the top of my forearm. Which can not be explained away as the cat scratched me! Since they are quite deep and not that narrow.

C) Saturday afternoon I was cutting right across my wrist which I have never ever done.

D) My arm is a ****en mess and my wife said that if I had walked into emerg with my arm the way it is they would have admitted me right then and there.

Maybe I am being over sensitive? But I don't know, I do know that my friend in the building has seen some of my cuts but since I went full out I see her looking at my arm more then she did before.

Doctors can be assholes!