I am 25. I can't believe that I couldn't see that I had a problem. Now that I know that I have a problem it's getting worse and harder to eat. But today I was invited out for lunch so I ate there.
I used to think that I wasn't anorexic because I eat. I thought people with anorexia just eat apples. I was fooled. I just feel like the biggest control freak.
Did you have extreme jealous feeling towards people, or feel really threatened by other people's strengths? I don't understand all of why people get eating disorders but I am so insecure, and so paranoid about what people think of me. I'm the worlds biggest people pleaser. Were you like that?