Thanks for sharing your story. Many parts of it are pretty common, I think, among kids who have been abused - so much of it is exactly my story. Especially ending up feeling like nothing. But really, so much. Like disappearing after the truth comes out, and figuring out so much later that the family has been gossipping about you - that's what kills me, brother gets off scot free and I was blamed and accused and looked down on for years. Who needs them?