Don't you think a good therapist would realize you were merely presenting a put-together facade? I sure hope so...if not, there goes my faith in the therapeutic community.

Just my humble O, but I think a highly competent tdoc would see through it and know intuitively how to chip away at the facade gradually. I wouldn't worry if tdoc is playing it close to the vest at the moment; they've probably already deduced that you need time to let down your guard.

I hope you've found the Right One this time!